Lev
Manovich
Voice
over text for MISSION TO EARTH (Soft Cinema edition 2004)
1/10
Going
through the automatic car wash was her favorite thing in the universe. She did
not remember when this passion had started exactly. The brushes attacking the
front window of the car like the legs of a giant octopus; the texture of soap
bubbles; the relief of giving up her normal car-bound independence in favor of
being methodically dragged along the rail of a car wash - she absolutely loved
it all.
Throughout
the procedure, her face carried the rapt expression of absolute happiness - not
the usual adult happiness resulting from some external cause - spending a night
with a beautiful stranger, making lots of money and so on - but the happiness
of a child, the pleasure of just existing in the world. She remembered
experiencing such unprovoked happiness often when she was growing up back home,
on ALPHA-1, before she was sent to Earth. On Earth only going through an
automatic car wash gave her the same feeling, or at least something close to
it.
2/10
She
had been sent to Earth twenty years before on a routine research mission that
was supposed to last eighteen months. At the end of that time her mission was
extended for another twelve months; then another 24 months. She had been sure
that something strange was happening back on ALPHA-1, some big political
changes, but her commander would not tell her anything specific.
As
usual, every Monday, she had transmitted her weekly report to the command
center on ALPHA-1. But she had a distinct feeling that nobody was paying
attention anymore, that her reports were just being automatically filed among
the numerous other records of a slowly disintegrating empire. And yet, like
thousands of other institutions, her own Central Institute for Earth Research
continued functioning through pure inertia: the researchers came to work every
day, statistical analysis of the received data was compiled and filed away,
backups were made nightly - nobody asked what it was all for, nobody had the
courage to make any decisions (such as for instance the decision to recall Inga
back to ALPHA-1 from a mission which had only been supposed to last for
eighteen months.)
Should
she even think of herself anymore as being on a mission and that one day she
might return to ALPHA-1? Or should she just face the facts and accept herself
for what she has really became - the equivalent of a normal Earth immigrant
who, after spending many years in a new country, feels neither quite here nor
there; does not fit anymore in the old country and yet is not fully at ease in
the new one. If only such an immigrant knew how many supposed 'natives' didn't
feel at home either: because of
the color of their skin or, their choice of bed partners, or just because they
instinctively felt that the whole routine of being woken up every morning by an
alarm clock, and then spending the rest of the day in front a computer screen
in some generic office park building, only to retire after forty years, made no
sense whatsoever, no matter what kind of logic one tried to use. But
unfortunately almost all of the immigrants were blind to the fact that they
were not alone in their alienation - which did not help them feel any better.
3/10
True,
life on Earth did have some unique pleasures: watching South American soap
operas on TV; shopping in a big department store for hours on end, with the
shop assistants trying to please her by bringing her new pieces of clothing to
her dressing room to try on; walking in a dense summer forest with the sun rays
blasting through the branches and almost blinding her; watching the endless
variety of cloud formations and sky conditions. (On ALPHA-1 the sky was always
a dull gray color, the same every day.)
In
the science fiction films she watched on TV late at night the aliens were
always portrayed as being technologically superior. The reality was rather
different. ALPHA-1 was actually behind the Earth in technology, music, and
other matters by about twenty years; and from what she could gather from communications
with her commander, this gap still remained. For instance, only a few years ago
she was told that she finally could file her daily reports by email. These
reports - which nobody was ever going to read - had to be filed weekly. She
usually did this immediately after waking up every Monday morning, to get it
over with, and after that she was free for the rest of the week.
Sometimes
her commander would remind her to email him the latest music tracks popular on
Earth. She would attach them to her email reports; she knew that at least this
part of her communications was paid attention to. Sometimes he would ask her to
email him the tracks of particular groups such as ABBA. She imagined him
listening to the same ABBA album for days on end while he was his cubicle:
doing something with his terminal, going through the files, staring through the
window at the gray buildings and the gray sky outside.
4/10
It
was the backwardness of ALPHA-1 science that accounted for the peculiar nature
of Inga's mission, and for her weekly reports. At the time when she had been
finishing at the Space Academy so-called "direct observation" theory
had been all the rage in space exploration circles, including the Central
Institute for Earth Research. According to this theory, the gathering of
various "objective" parameters to describe another planet - the
length of the longest river, weather patterns, the main industries and so on -
should be supplemented by information about everyday life gathered by observers
placed "on the ground."
Inga
had become one of these observers. Her mission was simply, to use Earth's
lingo, to "hang out", traversing different places and reporting what
she saw. Maybe it would have made sense to do this for a month or two; but not
for twenty years! Indeed, a few years after Inga arrived on Earth, the
"direct observation" theory had begun to fall out of fashion until
eventually it was discredited completely. But since the whole machinery was
already put in place - commanders filing reports in command centers, specially
constructed hardware and software whose design had earned Doctorates for a few
dozen people, and finally Inga and others who had already started the job of
daily observation on Earth - it was just left to run.
Ten
years after her arrival on Earth a special commission had looked into the
"direct observation" program. But instead of doing the logical thing
- that is, stopping the missions and recalling Inga and the others, it had
recommended that the missions continue - just in case "direct
observation" theory might one day be rehabilitated.
5/10
Immigrants
from different lands are drawn to each other, united by their common
misunderstanding of their new country. Once in a bar late at night, Inga was
getting slowly drunk in the company of a middle-aged man. He was not very
attractive by any objective account - and yet his foreign accent and his story
(he was an artist who had arrived a few years before from one of the
disintegrating satellites of the former Soviet empire) had made him more
desirable to Inga than any Hollywood star.
Their
union lasted much longer than either of them could predict. Inga's new partner
had no desire to assimilate into his new country. He was quite satisfied with
holding this or that manual job as long as it did not occupy his mind and left
him with enough energy to work on his paintings and drawings. He worked on them
in the kitchen of his studio apartment (in this again perfectly replicating the
life he had left behind) with the methodical concentration of a watch
repairman. There were no highs of inspiration, nor lows of being stuck. When
one drawing was finished, he simply put it in a file standing against the
kitchen wall and started working on another, systematically covering the
surface with minute detail, moving from one corner of the drawing towards the
opposite corner. When he reached this opposite corner, the drawing was
finished. Nothing had to be erased or added.
For
a while Inga found their union quite satisfying. She played the role of artist's
girlfriend with even more enthusiasm than he played his role of a painter. She
would make him small sandwiches and cups of tea while he was working on his art
in the kitchen. Eventually she left. She missed him; sometimes she would drive
past his building on a Sunday only to confirm that nothing had changed, and
would find as before that he was sitting in his kitchen working on a drawing.
One day she saw that there was somebody else in the apartment, a new muse
making small sandwiches and cups of tea; and after that she stopped driving
past his house and instead concentrated fully on her more reliable passion -
looking for new car washes to drive through.
6/10
Should
her ex-boyfriend, and countless others along with him, be condemned for not
wanting to "move on", gradually unlearning his old ways and catching
on to the new ones? Who is to make this judgment? Would such assimilation truly
benefit him, or his new country, or his old one, or the history of art? Maybe
his is in fact the right way to conduct oneself? Whereas all those other
immigrants who wake up every morning to an alarm clock and spend the rest of
the day in an office in some office park building somewhere are living in the
world of illusion - the illusion that they can truly remake themselves.
And
what about Inga herself? If one day she were to be recalled to ALPHA-1, if one
day somebody there had the guts to make a decision and finally terminate her
mission, would she actually go back? Or was she now, after twenty years, tied
up to Earth by hundreds of small threads of habit - none of the individual
threads strong enough by itself, and yet together all of them yielding an
overwhelming force which would not let her leave. Was even the thought that one
day she would actually have this choice a pure illusion she cultivated by
force?
7/10
The
same image from her childhood would often come back to her. Growing up in a
tiny place: just a dozen families living in big tents. On the map it was
referred to as a city, but only because there was nothing around it for
hundreds of kilometers, no rivers, lakes, or mountains, just desert, and the
mapmakers had been too embarrassed to leave such a large part of the map blank.
She
and the other children, all seven children of this city, would spend hours
playing around the only landmark: a big advertising billboard whose somewhat
faded image, even after many years, was still brighter than anything else in
their city. The billboard had been erected by some company in the expectation
that one day the city would really grow and become full of consumers for their
products. Meanwhile, the billboard provided the children with a 'set' for all
kinds of games, the favorite being 'space explorers on a mission to Earth'. The
roles were rotated and so once in a while Inga got to play the brave ALPHA-1
explorer who, on landing, had to defend her life and her ship against the
humans. All the children would happily roll in dirt fighting behind the
billboard which, depending on the needs of the game, would serve as the space
center on ALPHA-1, the spaceship itself, or the command center of the human
attackers.
Well,
here she is on Earth, she's been here for many years now, and nobody ever comes
to attack her. In fact, nobody cares about her, neither here on Earth nor back
on ALPHA-1. Once, in a supermarket, Inga came across some canned foods produced
by the same company that had erected the billboard in the city of her
childhood. Apparently, this company reached even Earth. Inga bought a couple of
cans and brought them home with anticipation. They did not taste any better or
worse than any other comparable food. Inga switched on the TV without sound.
She was slowly eating the peas and the cucumbers straight from the can, one by
one. The next morning her stomach was a little upset but that was all.
8/10
One
Monday, when she woke up as usual and opened her laptop to send her weekly
report, an email from ALPHA-1 was waiting for her. The first paragraph informed
her in a rather dry and official tone that her mission was over and that next
Sunday a ship will be waiting in a designated location to pick her up and take
her back to ALPHA-1. The second paragraph told her that, due to the recent
reorganization and merger, a number of Space Research Institutes were now
joined within a single Consortium of Research Centres for Planetary Research.
As a part of this merger her Central Institute for Earth Research was now
eliminated. As the email explained, a special president-appointed commission
had reviewed all the data collected from Earth to date and concluded that a
continuation of Earth research could not be justified on scientific or any
other grounds:
"The
period of rapid and unprecedented intellectual development which began with the
Enlightenment has finally came to a close. The rich opposition of ideas and
ideologies which characterized the twentieth century has ended. Human
civilization is now entering the new so-called globalization stage that is
characterized by the triumph of materialistic ideals and the progressive flattening
of cultural differences between different areas. Consequently, we cannot
justify spending our limited resources on any further observation of the
Earth."
Finally,
the third and the shortest paragraph thanked Inga for carrying out her mission;
the data collected by her had proved an invaluable contribution to Earth's
research, etc., etc. No mention was made of the fact that her mission which was
supposed to last only eighteen months had gone on for twenty years. No
explanation or apology was given. The email was signed by somebody whose name
told her nothing.
9/10
Inga
spent all of the following week driving herself mad. To stay or to return? She
changed her mind every ten minutes. On Sunday, still not knowing what she would
actually do in the end, she made her way to the pick up point. The location did
not make it any easier for Inga to decide. The spaceship was waiting for her in
a forest clearing. The young commander of the ship lay outside on the grass
smoking and waiting for Inga who asked him to give her another few minutes.
10/10
The
summer forest was at its absolute best - blueberries showing up everywhere
waiting to be picked, tall grass with colorful butterflies flying here and
there, the moist ground which gave slightly to the feet. Yet the familiar gray
color of the metal surface of the waiting spaceship, exactly the same as the
ship which had brought her here twenty years ago, just as dirty and rusted,
lured her as well. When she focused on the ship, the other Inga, the one who
had never left ALPHA-1, took over, and the Inga who had spent twenty years on
Earth almost faded. When she took her eyes of the ship to look at the forest,
the two parts of her reversed.
Looking
at both of these layers, Inga realized for the first time that each was equally
vivid, equally alive. One belonged to Earth, the other belonged to ALPHA-1.
Whatever choice she made now, one of the layers would remain un-nourished,
un-fulfilled - an invisible shadow always disturbing her peace. There was no
way to switch off either this or that layer. Inga finally understood the
impossible situation of an immigrant and the wisdom of her ex-boyfriend the
painter, who simply refused to assimilate.
And
yet here she was and she had to make a choice, a very practical one, and she
had to do it in the next few minutes. Inga took a few steps towards the space
ship to see if proximity would help, but it did not make any difference. She
touched the rusted metal surface of the ship; it was warm from the sun. A small
ant crawled slowly across the side of her hand. Inga placed her hand flat on
the ship to see what the ant would do. The ant came very close and then
stopped. Like Inga it apparently had trouble making it up its mind. Suddenly,
the ant took off from Inga's hand, made a few rapid circles and then quickly
soared going up and up before it completely disappeared into the blue sky.